Pernille's Little World

For some days now I've been home from school. But this morning mom said I had to go to school, because I'm not that ill today. Yesterday I had a fever and didn't feel very well.

But since I didn't want to go today, this morning didn't start very well. First I overslept and than I had a fight with my mother. And this bad mood influenced the rest of my family.
Because of the bad weather I couldn't drive my bike today. That made me even more angry. So in our little car mom had to drive me to school and my sister and brother. I came late to school, my brother and sister came late to school, and my mother came late to work.

Right now I have a little bad conscience, because the last thing I said to my sister when I got out of the car was "din lille fitte, ikke tro at du er den eneste som er stressa her" which means something like; "you little slut, don't think you are the only one that is stressed here"..

Actually, after the Estonian trip, me and my sister finally became friends. I don't want this to ruin our relationship.. But in a way, I don't want to apologize. Why? Why is it so hard to say "sorry, I didn't mean to say that"? And my mother also became more angry when I said that.. Sometimes I feel like mom and dad don't understands me at all.. It's like they always take sides with Benedicte. The reason I think that is because I feel sorry for my self right now.. How pity..

















Benedicte & me in Estonia




Like this wasn't enough I forgot my English-book. PERFECT!

And; I just got to know that dad is going to Estonia tonight. And you know what? Just some miles from where we use to be with The Zone.. He he . . .